He interviewed friends and family members of the deceased: his mother, his sister, and his widow, the Hollywood star Courtney Love. However, after 8 years of research the author found the answers back in Russia, in the life story of another talent, the exceptional pianist Polina Osetinskaya. As a child, Polina gave concerts all around the country. But her talent turned to be a serious trial. Sometimes it even prompted ideas of committing suicide. So is God's gift a blessing or a curse?